Sunday, February 22, 2009

The world without you

My 12th exams were going on, my grandma was in serious condition, i was unable to see her..
i was waiting for my hols, so that i can go to native and see her but just one day rolled on she was out of the world but not from our soul..
i can stil remember those golden moments spent with her, we have been to shops, playing games near the well at her sweet home, she used to show me those sparrows their nests in the well, fishes.. c used to tel me her struggles in her life and how she overcame those, how she became a successful lady in mending her children, she is a kitchen kiladi.. really i love her special prepartion for us during the holidays "halwa" wow..
but where did u go now?? grandma i miss u, i need u.. i want these things again, i want to chat with u sweet heart............
your ever loving granddaughter

Love u n miss u so much

The day i was born, she was so happy.. From that day her care towards me was awesome and the way she shows.. cant express in words.
whenever i visit her (she is in hometown) she is so happy and that is felt through her tears.
even when mom says no to things which i like due to some reasons it is she who buys it for me.
she wants everyone to be happy, she prays for that daily.
i wanted to buy a saree for her and i gave her that day, after some days i visited her but stil the saree kept unused! she was sick for past 2 r 3 months, so she didnt wear that but she was very eager in wearing it after getting well.
Last week i went to see her, but she didnt see me... all the memories of her was scrolling in my mind.. i couldnt even realize that she is dead. she was lying in the coffin and i could feel that she is just sleeping.. how can she leave us?? miss u grandma.. love u so much.. saw the saree in coffin.......